when

When I am not crying, I am pretty good company...

when I am not tangled up in why questions..

I can be fun to hang out with.

When I can look in a mirror and smile at myself

then I can say she's ok people.

When you test me for reaction

I can smile and know I let it go.

When the smile is not bitter but real

then I know I am over you.

When I step forward

I'm not looking back with regret.

When tomorrow arrives

 I will shrug off my past and embrace the new beginning.

When I think of myself as a person

I can see someone worthy of love.