About Me

It has been 15 years since I started this blog. A great deal has happened since, I'm not the same person, aging will do that. The pain I went through is clear to see on these pages. Although I'm in a better place now my memory of that time remains the same. I just hope that someone out there can relate and emphasize. I pray that time heals your heart and that you found a better life after your breakup.his blog. It remains "live" because I know that there is someone else out there who can relate to what I felt during that time. Who knows how many people get dumped everyday, the numbers must be high. We live in a " Me-me-me" world where respect and truth have diminished as good character traits in favor of shallow and selfish behavior.I just want to share with you that there is light on the other side. That recovery is a slow process to allow you to come out whole and healthier. We all deserve love. None of us deserve to be treated like something you trade in. Take the time you need to heal, you will be stronger for it.

into the light

Sunday, May 22, 2011

warning: author has the flu

Flu symptoms started small and irritating and have grown substantially as the day progressives.  The sore throat invited it's friends body aches and head ache to come have a party in me. I never sleep during the day normally unless I am sick...just woke up after a two hour nap. So..I am downing juice and taking tylenol/advil  and hoping for the best. It has been a very long while since I was last ill, surprising since I work amongst the thousands who come to the casino to share their germs.  I guess my luck ran out.

good day all..hanging the closed sign on the door...
kel

*day 2--still feeling like poop. Argh. Back and forth to bed.

*day 3--about to begin. I feel guilty for not being able to work, years of conditioning
make that so.  Would I have been able to function? Not likely..probably fallen asleep on my post and felt miserably gross.
Watched "The Bucket List" and am left pondering if I will ever be able do some of things I dream of before I pass on, but that is an entry for another day. Not long till it's bedtime ...again.
G'nite.