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It has been 6 years since I started this blog. It remains "live" because I know that there is someone else out there who can relate to what I felt during that time. Who knows how many people get dumped everyday, the numbers must be high. We live in a " Me-me-me" world where respect and truth have diminished as good character traits in favor of shallow and selfish behavior. I just want to share with you that there is light on the other side. That recovery is a slow process to allow you to come out whole and healthier. We all deserve love. None of us deserve to be treated like something you trade in. Take the time you need to heal, you will be stronger for it.

into the light

Thursday, March 31, 2011

Well Meaning..but *dang!*




I planned a bit of a sleep in today..well, I planned one anyway...lol. I set my alarm for 1130, all ready for a good snooze.  Then...at 930 the music came on. Since it was not when the roosters were crowing I really could not get mad..so I rolled over and fell back asleep. I can usually do that if I don't get angry..I sleep light when I first fall asleep, and then harder when I have been sleeping for a while.
But...at 1030 the doorbell rang. Hugo, my upstairs neighbor..is a sweet older man, who used to be a slot attendant, and is now a dealer at the casino. We met on move in day, shook hands and said "Hello, how are you?",  since though we see each other occasionally at work, we have never said more than "Hi." He asked me if his music bothered me..bleary eyed and mumbling I muttered something like:
"hi..mumble mumble..I heard it...mumble..no...ok.."

He could tell I was not awake, and said "I'm sorry" several times. This might be a problem if I get Grave shift dual supervisor. I will save my angries till it is necessary. I was not mad at him, but it would have been nice to sleep all the way to alarm time..lol.

Still things to do today, though I am not rushing it. Laundry is a must..going to miss the easy access to a washer dryer I think, but I will adapt. It's not far..I can sit and read while I wait.
Hope everyone has a great day.

Hugs,
K
PS:  My peep hole on the door is not functional..last tenant put something over it so he could not look out..or whatever..also..my home defense baseball bat...vanished in the move..I have no idea where it is. So I hope..my scary self will be deterrent enough..since I have to look out the window or open the door.