About Me

It has been 15 years since I started this blog. A great deal has happened since, I'm not the same person, aging will do that. The pain I went through is clear to see on these pages. Although I'm in a better place now my memory of that time remains the same. I just hope that someone out there can relate and emphasize. I pray that time heals your heart and that you found a better life after your breakup.his blog. It remains "live" because I know that there is someone else out there who can relate to what I felt during that time. Who knows how many people get dumped everyday, the numbers must be high. We live in a " Me-me-me" world where respect and truth have diminished as good character traits in favor of shallow and selfish behavior.I just want to share with you that there is light on the other side. That recovery is a slow process to allow you to come out whole and healthier. We all deserve love. None of us deserve to be treated like something you trade in. Take the time you need to heal, you will be stronger for it.

into the light

Sunday, July 15, 2012

Obviously

Obviously the cycle must be broken, the one that seems to continue here.
As long as you repeatedly visit I react and write about you.
Since I have grown tired of writing about you here is your invitation:

Read as much as you want,
whenever you want.
It does not seem to matter if the entries are old or not.
You are welcome to keep raising my stats.
I'm finished telling you anything
especially since it has all been said.

If you ever get anything out it, good for you.
If you never get anything out of it, it is about
what I expect.

In the dim recesses of you closed mind
you believe that everything you did was called for,
and you did no wrong.
Whomever your next victim is will
get the same old you with
the same old bullshit,
just wrapped up in a new false tale.
have fun.

I have changed.

And I prefer to not think of you.