It stings huh? If I could gift you anything it would be a good dose of Truth. Lies will never make you happy. I am not trying to 'dis' you. The parting gifts I would share with you would be honesty and truth. I do not wish you ill. I do not wish for bad things to happen to you. I just want you to really see yourself without all the bullshit. To really be who you claim to be. That's not a bad thing. Sharing things so obviously untrue only shows me that you have not changed, not really. Yes, be a good father, a good partner and leave your past patterns behind. Don't be false. Be real. That is where your happiness lies. Good luck Dude.