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It has been 6 years since I started this blog. It remains "live" because I know that there is someone else out there who can relate to what I felt during that time. Who knows how many people get dumped everyday, the numbers must be high. We live in a " Me-me-me" world where respect and truth have diminished as good character traits in favor of shallow and selfish behavior. I just want to share with you that there is light on the other side. That recovery is a slow process to allow you to come out whole and healthier. We all deserve love. None of us deserve to be treated like something you trade in. Take the time you need to heal, you will be stronger for it.

into the light

Friday, February 25, 2011

passenger-last entry

on a bus
no one else on board
the landscape flies by
barren and dry
skies are red
storm clouds building
on the edge of darkness
lightening flashes
driver revealed
one way ticket
exit doors blocked
sit back and wait
for the ride to end.
final destination
hell.

I am stopping the blog now. Personal therapy is fruitless.
It just disturbs my friends.
I don't need to say it here to feel it.
Thank you for reading and some of you for caring.


It's just a waiting game at this point.
I won't directly hurt myself.
Failure seems to find me without much trouble.
If I ever see the positive again
I will return. But this sort of blog is ending now.


Love you.
kel