About Me

It has been 15 years since I started this blog. A great deal has happened since, I'm not the same person, aging will do that. The pain I went through is clear to see on these pages. Although I'm in a better place now my memory of that time remains the same. I just hope that someone out there can relate and emphasize. I pray that time heals your heart and that you found a better life after your breakup.his blog. It remains "live" because I know that there is someone else out there who can relate to what I felt during that time. Who knows how many people get dumped everyday, the numbers must be high. We live in a " Me-me-me" world where respect and truth have diminished as good character traits in favor of shallow and selfish behavior.I just want to share with you that there is light on the other side. That recovery is a slow process to allow you to come out whole and healthier. We all deserve love. None of us deserve to be treated like something you trade in. Take the time you need to heal, you will be stronger for it.

into the light

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Frustration

Get that Kelly Alberti!
There is so little out there that I can afford, and a lot depends on a landlord who understands my financial situation. I only found one rental today..sigh. Everything else was out of my price range, or did not allow for cats. Ha..might end of living behind a strip club..yeah me, just what I wanted.
A mature lady driving past the dregs of manhood each night on the way home. Yeah..again.
It would serve as a constant reminder..and that would piss me off each night. I might have to carry rotten eggs with me to cast at the parking lot. Or posts signs there that read " Get a life. Your penis is in control." No..well..it was just an idea. I have no idea if this person will even consider me. I was quite open about my finances, she might just pass me on as too high a risk.

So..not cheery today. I hope that changes as the day goes by. Currently I am on the Most Wanted List with creditors. Again..Yeah me.