About Me

It has been 15 years since I started this blog. A great deal has happened since, I'm not the same person, aging will do that. The pain I went through is clear to see on these pages. Although I'm in a better place now my memory of that time remains the same. I just hope that someone out there can relate and emphasize. I pray that time heals your heart and that you found a better life after your breakup.his blog. It remains "live" because I know that there is someone else out there who can relate to what I felt during that time. Who knows how many people get dumped everyday, the numbers must be high. We live in a " Me-me-me" world where respect and truth have diminished as good character traits in favor of shallow and selfish behavior.I just want to share with you that there is light on the other side. That recovery is a slow process to allow you to come out whole and healthier. We all deserve love. None of us deserve to be treated like something you trade in. Take the time you need to heal, you will be stronger for it.

into the light

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Not Love

Just in case anyone is worrying or wondering...it is not unrequited love that stirs me
to post...it is Anger..and all the trimmings. Anger over the way I was treated by someone who supposedly loved me. Any love I had was murdered long ago. The anger has not dissipated as I thought it might. When it will leave is anyone's guess, but it will not leave at someone else's request or demand. That just feeds it and sustains it's current status. Unfortunately I do not forgive and forget that easily, especially over something like this.

Unfaithful men? You can have them. They always repeat the process. I am so waiting for your turn, and it will come. As you have both perfected infidelity it will be a neck and neck race to see who cheats first. Early days yet...my seat however is reserved. Will it be someone from work? Or someone from online contact? The bets are still coming, 5-1 for work right now.

k