Short update

It seems that the casino is moving ahead with my promotion to dual rate, even though the Lottery paperwork is not yet completed.  I am due to begin grave shift early in June. I passed their background check and the assessment test.  I should be cheering but... the progress of the Lottery paperwork? Sigh..no where near done.  I have to be able to use a tax service to accurately do my taxes, so I have them to stand behind if they decide to audit me. That means I have to come up with $100 I don't have. Then I have to decide how I will pay those tax bills...hahahahah!...oops....hysterical laughter, sorry.... I have to contact every creditor and let them know I am not able to pay them, then decide how to handle it, meaning bankruptcy..which costs approximately $1700 to file. more laughter here. The Lottery will require a class in credit. The problem is, I won't have sufficient funds to make any sort of payment regularly, even if I do decide to give up eating. Who needs food or electric anyway.

So, where do I go from here?

I truly wish I knew.
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*somewhere in the kingdom of the truly hopeless there is a cardboard box with my name on it, it might be more comfortable then the car.   I think Gilly would not be happy with the new digs, they keep getting smaller.


**If you are reading this to gloat, or get a laugh at my expense...what did I ever do to you but love you? How nice to have my life ruined for loving the wrong person.  I hope it makes you feel like a BIG man., really..so superior to myself and  the rest of  the world. Yeah for you.
Woohoo.