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It has been 6 years since I started this blog. It remains "live" because I know that there is someone else out there who can relate to what I felt during that time. Who knows how many people get dumped everyday, the numbers must be high. We live in a " Me-me-me" world where respect and truth have diminished as good character traits in favor of shallow and selfish behavior. I just want to share with you that there is light on the other side. That recovery is a slow process to allow you to come out whole and healthier. We all deserve love. None of us deserve to be treated like something you trade in. Take the time you need to heal, you will be stronger for it.

into the light

Sunday, May 22, 2011

" don't like"

It is possible in my early blogs that I did use the word hate. I was pretty messed up emotionally, and the betrayal was still fresh. But hate him now? No..too strong a feeling to be shared with someone who could care less about me. That I don't like him for what he did is fairly obvious, there was nothing 'Nice" about what happened to me. The dumping was not done out of kindness or as a favor to me. It was a deliberate and planned attack in every way possible. The questions are:

"Why did he hate me for loving him?"
"Why was my love not enough for him?"
" Why did he ask me to marry him and then dump me within 2 months,  cheating inside a month of the engagement?"
"Why was he always looking for something better? And still saying "I will love you forever?"

There are more..but that is the gist of it.
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