About Me

It has been 15 years since I started this blog. A great deal has happened since, I'm not the same person, aging will do that. The pain I went through is clear to see on these pages. Although I'm in a better place now my memory of that time remains the same. I just hope that someone out there can relate and emphasize. I pray that time heals your heart and that you found a better life after your breakup.his blog. It remains "live" because I know that there is someone else out there who can relate to what I felt during that time. Who knows how many people get dumped everyday, the numbers must be high. We live in a " Me-me-me" world where respect and truth have diminished as good character traits in favor of shallow and selfish behavior.I just want to share with you that there is light on the other side. That recovery is a slow process to allow you to come out whole and healthier. We all deserve love. None of us deserve to be treated like something you trade in. Take the time you need to heal, you will be stronger for it.

into the light

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Enough

Enough.
Enough time spent mourning my loss.
Enough time lost wondering what I could have done differently.
Enough time spent wondering why You had to be so cruel.
Enough time served dwelling on pain and betrayal.
Enough time gone remembering years lost forever.
Enough pain felt by me.
Now I know that you gave up forever for today.
Our first meeting was joining of our souls
after a journey through life to find each other.
The Soul mates we were meant to be, shredded for ambitious lust.
Enough years spent trying to be what you needed.
Now packing the dirt over the grave that was us.
Laying flowers and saying a few prayers.

Leaving sad ghosts of who we were
lingering alone.
Unfulfilled destiny.
Unseen, and not felt by You.
they will always be there shadowing our lives.

Maybe in our next lives it will be different.
Turning my face to the sun, and walking away.