About Me

It has been 15 years since I started this blog. A great deal has happened since, I'm not the same person, aging will do that. The pain I went through is clear to see on these pages. Although I'm in a better place now my memory of that time remains the same. I just hope that someone out there can relate and emphasize. I pray that time heals your heart and that you found a better life after your breakup.his blog. It remains "live" because I know that there is someone else out there who can relate to what I felt during that time. Who knows how many people get dumped everyday, the numbers must be high. We live in a " Me-me-me" world where respect and truth have diminished as good character traits in favor of shallow and selfish behavior.I just want to share with you that there is light on the other side. That recovery is a slow process to allow you to come out whole and healthier. We all deserve love. None of us deserve to be treated like something you trade in. Take the time you need to heal, you will be stronger for it.

into the light

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

a day..with promise

Soon this will all be bad memories.
Tomorrows dawn will bring light and new promise.
and these years of mistake will fade.

Today began with promise
I battled through some moments
of doubt, but I believe I will prevail.
I can see hard work and determination
a course I am set to follow.
I will steer my way through...
despite you.

I can see you heading towards crash and burn,
it is looming on your horizon.
Why? Because it was earned.
Through every selfish act,
and cruelty that you did share;
it will tip the balance to 'Not you'.
There are no rewards.
Only the continued dissatisfaction
that you carry through life.

Your dipping into philosophy
might help you see why,
but you seem unable to see yourself.

A day with promise..for me, and not you.

There are no rewards for bad behavior.