I've decided to stop venting on here over something that cannot be changed. From this point forward my posts will be about me, my challenges, my struggles, my observations, and I will not be talking about my feelings regarding past relationships.
Driving home today, trying to figure out what I am going to be able to afford when I do get into a place of my own. I figured I might cut it, IF the casino gives me extra time every pay period..but all food ( except for the cats) will have to be cut out. Damn. It just figures.
Starting the job last year at the casino I rapidly lost weight, mostly in my legs, and definitely lost my ass. ( where did it go???) I got rid of a good 20 lbs. Since December 21, the day I had my teeth removed, and since the above not to be mentioned incident, I have dropped another 16 pounds. Either I cannot find food I'm not tired of eating, or I have no appetite.
So finally, when my teeth do arrive, and I can eat something resembling a burger, or a leg of chicken, I shall no longer have the money to eat.
What a sense of irony God has. I should completely disappear sometime around the coming of 2012. Before that time I will likely be found naked, or holding up britches with rope. My cats will be fat though.
Have a good night everyone.
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